So, like, I just don’t feel prepared. There are like SO many things to learn. Obviously – I want the best – the best books to read – all of the latest tips – I just don’t want to fuck up my kid right? I also want to be perfect and free from criticism. So far, I do not think this is possible.
So – I’m totally stressed out about parents. Like grandparents. Like – I don’t want to ever assume that they will babysit – that’s not fair to them – I also don’t want them to feel like they are being shut out – I don’t want to build up resentment by not keeping the lines of communication open – but like how do you bring it up?
So, like – I thought with T2 the bitchiness and the energy would subside. No such luck. It’s still here and my bedtime is still 9 – so – there you have it.